GRABEEEEEEEEEEEEHHH nakakainlove! hes sooo good and handsome! Nasa harapan nya ako and todong kilig yon!!! ilang beses syang kumanta leaning towards me and looking into my eyes! grabeh! ang gwapo sya sa personal, cute naman ng drummer! SULIT! i had fun and kinilig rin ng SOBRAH! oooo i held his hand! hahaha
I was sitting in a table with all the leaders and they noticed that even the story telling was all done, i was still crying. Our main leader asked if i was okay or is it just the stories that got me crying„, i said i was fine and the stories were just really touching. My tears were still falling nonstop. So i thought i needed to let it out and call my cousin Hazel. My friend guided me outside and that was really nice of her. i called my cousin and told her that all the memories came back and i was just crying to her. My cousin were comforting me and also the other leaders came out comforted me. I think i wouldve done something stupid if none of those people came out to comfort me. I love how they respected me when i didnt wanna tell them why i was crying, they just sat by me and tried to cheer me up. Im really thankful to have you guys.
FUCK THAT MEMORY, someone in my church shared a story about how God changed her life, and her story just got into me. My tears wouldnt stop falling, i just kept crying quietly on the side. i ran to the bathroom because i couldnt take it anymore. So, i tried to take it all out there. i went outside and acted like nothing was wrong, but seeing that person who shared her story just brought back all the memories i’ve been trying to forget. I hate it. I hate how it keeps coming back. I hate how theres people like those. I hate how it had to happen to me. Fuck him.
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